Gerry / Demonic / Dominoc

Heard on the radio that Gatecrasher is going to be at Manga, not sure if this is a permanent thing

In the misted vale of my mind, the sun starts to shine.
A feet steps softly on the drew cover morn, I can not go back I must go on.
Flower open in the new light, a party of hosts to shun the darker than night.
On this cloudy day, I feel like with help I have re-found my way.

In mind I cast a sphere, a shining light for those I hold dear.
As it rise up, it glows through time.
Marking this place this party of mine, call my name when you need the time.

So the cheque is on it way back and they promice to send the new one first class.

On the plus side I have just got a small cheque from BT with the right name on it :)

Why do I have to get things so Close to me only to find I can have them yet :(

Having to send inheritance cheque back they spelled my name wrong and the bank would not take it.

*sigh*

A facet in you mind shines, taking you to place once seen.
The Sun light strike the mirror, you eyes start gleam.
As you look deeper in to your eyes, whom is it you see.
The trance settle over and you soul starts to scream.

You try and shake your transifing stare,
A flower in you heart starts to bloom with out a care.
Deeper you fall, the shadow towards you crawl.
You look back to you mind for help,
unable to see beyond the light that now whispers you name.

Safe arms wrap round your skin and a known feeling rebegins.
Time stop, the world shimmers blue.
In you hand you hold a golden key.
As the world settle back to has it was, only the facet and the flower know the answer.

"Who gave this key to me?"

So as requested by work, next years holidays are planed up to April, in 15 days my holiday count goes back up to 38 days.

Just been chatting to Mum on the phone trying to work out where I'll be and what I'll be doing for my birthday and christmas {the answer was "Not A Clue"}. Since it's her 70th this year I thought I would take some time off and go up to see her it not like I'll be short.

However since I have booked off from the 6th to the 17th to go to Cuba as a birthday treat to myself, there is no point in working for 2 days before going to mum's and just no point in working the 21th it a university ;). So think I. I'll take 4 more day and tell work it for my mum's 70th not a lie it at this point it dawn that I would only be working 4 in December {LOL}

As most of you will know I'm back. Did I have fun? I'd be lying if I said no, however after getting in Regenburg where the hotel was on an island in the middle of the river Danube, I did start to notice the distance between me and those I know {no jumping into the car and being somewhere in a few hours now} a bit emo of me but meh.

So what did I learn

The Danube can rise or fall by about a foot normally in less than 15 mins {yes that part of the conference was boring}

Clubbing from 22:00 till 07:00 take practice. {anyone else up for joining me when i go back}

Jägermeister and beer can hit you hard the following day. {god did my head hurt}

I found Germans easier to understand and get on with than the French.

Being me seams to get me seams to get me though most of my life's trials.

I might get linched for this but I have lost about half a stone while away due to my body's inability to get on with very salty food and a yeasty diet. {I do feel great which is odd}

Maybe I've done this jetset life too much, customs was clear even if I did have to take the laptop away from it's cables {not sure? I just did what I was told by the man with the gun}

Waking up 06:00 UK time, having a small bacon butty, checking out, getting trains to airport {early was told by station staff it would take an hour to get to airport it took 20 mins} finding no food places, thinking there would be something to eat on the other side of customs {I was wrong}. Bored for two hours not been fed on plain, Express across London to find I have half an hour before train leave, get UK money and plans to eat on train. Train leave at 19:25 give it a bit and walk to buffet car

me "Hot food please"
guy "I'm sorry sir all we have it this BLT sandwich"
me "when will you restock"
guy "We will not out last stock take was in Leeds"
me thinks {that sandwich has come all the way from Leeds}
me "Any thing else food wise"
guy "We have kitkats"
me "Joy I'll have a tea"
guy "Ok would like any thing to eat with that"
me contemplates {killing guy and cooking him}

goes back to to seat and chats, this bring me to this question about Leicester

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What does Leicester do with them all

Let me try and explain, last time I was single a good few years ago now, the job I was in ment I had to travel between sheffield and London. At one point I was commuting about twice a week and as you would expect you get to see the same faces and nod to each other in passing. Yet every now and then a very attractive girl would sit next me and start chatting about herself and stuff. I would find out who she was what she did and that she got this train a lot, then just as we got to exchanging numbers Leicester would appear she would run and no matter how many time I traveled I never see her again.

Just one life's oddities back then {So I thought}. Thursday night while queuing for the train a girl smiles at me and offer sweeties {strangely I say no}. Get ticket checked and walk down platform find a nice seat. The girly in question has walk though the train see me smiles and sits with me saying "you look safer that the other weirdos on here and I know your alone" {ok she is odd and I know because I've seen her ticket she is getting off in Leicester} I start to read my book and very so often notice her looking up from her "Vogue" magazine and smiling at me. She then strikes up a conversation about the house in the magazine, just a snip at £4,000,000. I stop reading by book without pictures and we talk about all the shiny/shoes/dresses/silly new fashion, then we move on to literature and she insists I read the book Atonement, she get wound up about the film that's coming out and starts to explain the book in captivating detail {stop it your cute, 23 and making literature sound interesting}. The scenes out of the window make that we are there {knowing whats going to happen} I point out it her stop, she get flustered, the other around the table look confused, she gets her stuff and tries to rush but before leaving she looks at me fumbles in her bag and give me a Vogue magazine say "shiny to pass the time till Sheffield" smiles and runs {does look back from the platform as the train pulls away}. The guy would was sat at the table turns to me and start to ask something "what ?" then only response I could come up with whilst grinning was "Random and special" Guess she has gone into the void that it the city of Leicester

Come and take the rest of me
I never thought I wouldn't want you near
This is all I'll ever be
I understand you
Look around to see this dawning
Oh, does it show
I wanted to catch you falling
Oh, do you know
I would have done anything for you
Take this chance I won't repeat this
I can do anything that's put beside of you
And I can move any mountains that you make
I'll lift you up and my back will never break
And I can move this mountain


I'm on my way home *hugs* and/or *snogs* to you all.

Well that was my last club of this conference week, so thats 4 clubs in 6 nights. Met some strange people most like talking to me in English, There was an odd girl called Becky who talk in German to the guy I was chatting with, he turns round to me and says "becky wants to talk with you as well is that ok?" So we all start chatting after a bit she turns to me and say "my boyfriend is jealous" of what I'm not sure towards the end of the night she starts playing with my hair. Then points out that I'm weird {she ment in by German standards} It seam as I had guest blonde are natural blonde and most of them dye their hair a different colour no one bleach blonde by choice. She then suggested that I go black again. very odd night, I have been good and not pulled or been pull by anyone while I've been out.

On the plus side whilst in the Jonny Cash thing I was dragged on to the stage by a few people I recognised. I was the kitchen and waitress staff form this hotel, turns out we have all been a bit rough today, on the plus side the kitchen sent me some complimentary courses before the main meal :)

So I should be landing in the UK at 17:15 all being well then it just a matter of getting home. I should be at Fink and maybe Wendyhouse Sat, but the will be no beer near me for some them. I would say I need a detox but I'm not sure how that would help. The beer here is to the purity laws, this make it vegi and vegan friendly but not friendly to gerry's in large amounts, too much active yeast.

This is just a quick post, still a rough

19:30 Dinner with other
20:30 Shower
22:00 Find slick50 @ live-club
02:00 Invited to a Jonny Cash night in another club may have ended up dancing on stage
04:00 Lockin in local
05:00 Party
06:00 Back to hotel sleep

This is mainly for the men but I don't see why the girlies can't have their say. Hopefully I with have turned on annoymass post and off IP logging so you can post and not be known if you logout and I work out how to do it.

*note* I can't stop the poll displaying who you are just be warned

It is said that men think of sex all the time, I used to like to think I was different {I did have chocolate to think about back then}. The one thing I have notice over my life is that my thought about sex go mad, in twice yearly cycles, at the start of the year some time between March and and May it only last for two weeks but that enough, then around October and it last for about a month. This does mean that I'm usually back to being me by Whitby. So this year it came early like Aug/Sept, while I'm here. This has left me thinking am I the only one that has this and is it worse when you're single than attached.

Just interested I do get dead spots in the year where I just can't be bothered about it.

Poll #1053209 Does this make you Horney?
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 9

Do you have a horney patten thought out the year?

How much more ticky?

I was told of today work not working with the blog. I grumbled about the time take to read and write to the thing once a week and was told that is what I am paid for :(

I must make this very very clear this is not my normal job but since a guy form work left I have also taken on his role in the Physics department and it them that pay for me to do blog work once a week.

I sit at the top of this hill, with the moon rising, in her clear blue sky.
As I look round not a cloud to be seen, I look to the west but that is no dream.
There is a storm coming my way and it building in strength day by day.
The clouds rise up over the dales, climbing high with tendrils and frills.

The shivers down my spine tell me more. My past murmurs, before I drop to the floor.
This is a loop in my life's long road but last time I had someone else's hand to hold.
This time I know the turn is coming, should I be brave or just start running.
Feeling unlock that were one bound tight, some found the key and ran off in to the night.

Chocolate no longer the control that would have me breaking down a door.
There now a deeper light glows and it is starting to soar.

Yes there is a storm coming again.

My mind back. I will never do what every I did again.

I though that buying "Carrot and Orange" plus $herbs was just a mad idea because it was cheep.

Next I find I've opened it and the microwave is heading it. Quite why I tasted it only some of you know {yes it has to be one of my friends here}. It wasn't till the end I relised why it tastes strange, it was just a little too sweet for a soup.

I'm fighting the thoughts of trying to find recipe and make my own.

*sob*
Wasn't (thinking swimming twice a week was a good idea and doing it) punishment enough.

Looking at the darkening night, lit by the city below.
Who are these feeling for and do you really want to know.
In these swirling times I fall in to the night, look at the mist.
October is coming my mind loses sight, this male body know all day and all night.

Time is all shot October was then, now comes December the low are sinking in.
I listen to you all and then only some. Now I have a new life that only just begun.
If I hold a crystel to you name, would you be the fool that holds up the flame.

Last nigh my mind rang out a poem so clear, my life it circles.
There was a spirel. You here! But there was a point, that over took now.
I saw her, I fell for her beauty some how. The shadow come to fix errors in my time.
My mind goes blank this is all that remain.

One day I will find you in my dreams you are never that far. Blackness is comming who ever you are.

( Greek meme )

Ok thanks to melancholyrose_ post a bit back some of the lunch time talk here is of "meat on a sheet" tm* and I have found that some of the people I work with a mad in a genius kind of way.

How could Meat off a sheet work for you

It could be cut to the size of your frying pan.

It could be cut to fit the size of your loaf.

you could have meat men/women {ie like ginger bread men}

Ethical as no animals would have to die in it production

You could eat any animal you could get a mussel sample from.

it does leave two important questions

1 Would / could veggies eat it?

and more importantlly

2 What would be your first three samples if you could choose from any animals on this planet?



* "Meat on a sheet" is a brand name thought up by me so too is "Meat off a sheet"

Walking for the bus, there is a lad about 5 / 6 ish waiting to go to school gurgalling and muttering in an illiterate way. As I walk past he looks at me for a minute thinks hard {I could tell by the pain on his face} then says freaky, then goes back to being illiterate.

Other good news I managed to swim 12 length with out drowning last night normally manage about 4.

Ok so I have problems with these test normally because some time my answers lie between two answers. so this time I went back and swapped the answers and this is what happened

First Time

After you die... Reincarnated as Yourself After death, you will be reborn again as yourself. You will live the same life, unbeknownst to you. However, you will have vivid moments of déjà vu, as you probably have now.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

After the swap

After you die... Unstuck in Time After death, you will become unstuck in time, and re-live various moments of your life. Time will cease to exist. One moment you will be learning to catch butterflies, the next you will be using your walker to go to the bathroom. You will live on forever in this way, constantly reliving the sweetest and not so sweetest of moments.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

If I go out reaping the front lawn. People from around my age generation cross the road away from my house, people with children drag them away muttering {probably If you go near that mad man house I'll kill you and I don't care if the walking bus goes that way}.

So it a hot sunny day I have my top off and it is just trying to rain, I'm making sort work of my 2 foot tall grass with my scythe and the passing old people cross to my side of the road to watch one even stops to chat. I is the I notice that the local murder of crows is also watching me from the surrounding roof tops.


Other stuff this sound / looks cool there is photos of a guy in a mesh suit playing with Tesla coils and that have fire {I might just want to go back to the USA}

http://www.burningman.com/